Back again

Ok, I know I am horrible but I will try and post again.

Been kind of depressed lately. We have been trying since January to get pregnant with no luck. I see all these women on my message board getting BFP, even when they are not trying. It just breaks my heart. I want another child so badley. When will it be my turn again? I don't even like going on my message board any more. I'm tired of hearing people are expecting, when I am not. Brett tells me to relax and it will happen when it happens. I'm trying but it is hard. It is in God's hands now.